Everything Turn Out to Be Fine.

Heavenly Father , thank you for answering my prayer. Thank you for giving me strength to face all the problems that i've met . With Your blessing i manage to go through it . And Indirectly You changed me into a different new person . Bless Our relationship O Lord , May this relationship last forever . In Jesus name i pray . Amen ! c:

Heartache.

Now only i realized that i've deeply fall in love with you . Im sorry for everything, things had changed now . Not like it is used to be . Heart broken into pieces, but i cant do anything to fix it except pray and be patient. I hope everything will me ok, i miss u, i miss us . Time will decide everything , and im hoping for a positive respond from you . ily .

I nvr really like to post such things, but i dunno where shud i express my feelings anymore, so here it is . the reason why im so down this few days . Dear God help me , i do not know what to do, seems like i love her so much, but everythings turn out to be like this . Its all my fault . Yet i hope God will help me to fix this . Amen .

Hye you.

I was wondering about my feelings towards you . Im not sure bout this . But i think i am hoping for something but i scare that somethng would eventually create another problem .

God give me strength to all of this , i've been hurt before this, several times . Dont want such killin feelings to be back in my life . Anything that happened , i leave it to you my God . Amen .

Single Life is Just Too Great for Me :P

No pain no hurt . Im lovin it :D

Dear Friend

This will be the last post about you, i promise. After this no more :) I had it enough , im moving on . Bye bye to our memories lol . This is the decision that you made me to choose right ? I think this will be the best . No more hurt for me trying to defend our friendship. Bye bye for now . And goodluck in your life ^^ God Bless .

A Late Post.

Its been awhile, here i am again . Why i've been missing for a long time ? Not because tht im busy with my school stuff or anything else. But i was lazy to write . So many things happened to me the time im missing from this blog.

So where am i gonna start ? lets see -.-"

1) I settled my problem with my lecturer, and i notice that he was actually a good person . And i apologize to him for what i've thought bout him b4 this .

2) I noticed that i've changed a little bit , i become more quiet now , i dunno why .

3) I become more shy, far more shy than b4 , tried to control but cant . I mean when im facing people or give a talk in front of so many eyes.


So thts slightly bout wht happened to me . There is some other things too , our college now is so crowded with the amount of junior intake which is increasing 3x than the actual amount of students per batch. And hell yeah , evrybody will have to rush for bus , water, food and so on . For the bus ( no aircon + no window ) , cant imagine how i can still breath after evry single trip . I really can felt the sense of short of breath, suffocating for oxygen in there .

This month, i've been using alot of money , dunno where i spend it to, almost rm600 gone . Gonna save more after this ( food excluded ) . lol :) i need to gain weight, eventhough its hard .

To my friend , we're so close before but seems like you've change, or maybe its just me who think of that ? Maybe u were too busy with your stuff, who noes ? And im sorry for what i have said, there is something i think bout . And perhaps the choice that i made will be the best :) At least its best for you ? :)

So thats all , thanks reader ( if have la ) , God Bless :)

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Amazing Birthday im having today . Thanks to my family and friends :) God Bless you all ^^