Should i ?

Since im at kk, i learned lots of things bout this life . Especially on people's attitude . And im trying to fit myself with all of them . I duno, sometime i felt like its hard to understand people . Maybe because im still not matured enuf ? I admit that im childish most of the time , but what is life without having some fun with friends kan .

There're lots of things which only myself know bout it . I always wanted to find someone to talk to bout all that . But i dunno why i felt like i dunno , maybe im too selfish to trust others 100% .

Sometimes it annoys me alot , i mean this life . But im trying . I smiled eventhough im dying inside . I act like im sleepy when im emo just to avoid talking too much , i sleep when im down , etc ..

I always thinking of having an enjoyable and fun lifestyle but i cant figured out how to . And this studies are killing me , but for my parents and future , life goes on and ofcoz , with God beside me .

This final exam im gonna be busy due to some activities during final , im going to start my revision exactly 1 month before the exam, so . Here we go again . My life will be boring as usual .

But im thankful enough for the life im having now , i know outside there still got lots of people who are far alot suffer than me .


P/s : Love one another, Love your neighbours :)