Tired

2 weeks from now will be my final semester exam , and i felt like i do not prepare well for that . I do not have much time and seems like sem2 subjects were hard . Not like sem1 duhhh >_< What made me stress and tired recently is becoz of my role as academic ajk in class , again its becoz of the photocopy thingy. Everybody ( not all la ofcoz ) seems like blaming me for not doing my job well . I admit that its my fault , but .. naaa, no need to argue bout that, im tired of thinking bout that again and again . I already told that i wanted to resign from that post earlier of the sem, but u all still choose me , why ? T.T . Im so freaking tired and stress punya baa . Sometimes need to waste money just to go town and photocopy, if not pun need to walk so far climbing hills and all that to reach a photocopy shop . Im not complaining here ok, im telling the difficulties that im having now. And now i realized that , we're actually alone when we face hardships , we'll alwys be alone . No one will thank you for ur work done . But when u do something wrong, get ready to be pointed by fingers around u . And based on this life . I've learn that , we should not expect people to treat us just like how we treated them, simply because they wont . So, dont get surprised :) P/S : Im really tired today . Tired of thinking :|